how to disappear
Chemotherapy is really getting the best of me. Why do I have to be sick? Why is my immune system attacking good things I need in my body especially my kidneys? Why does my immune system have to be so weak, the faintest cough can get me sick? I’m just so tired of being in pain when I wake up, walk, sit-down. It’s not fair. I’m so young, yet I can’t live a normal life. I’m home all the time. At times, I don’t even feel like eating. I just want to be better.
good girls go to heaven
Christmas is coming!
Finished the semester passing math! FINALLY! Only one more math class then I can transfer to CSUF. Right now, I’ve just been a retail slave, working my days and nights. CAN’T WAIT UNTIL THE HOLIDAYS! Off to SF with my fam for a MUCH NEEDED little holiday vacay.